I wandered around Los Angeles for hours looking for some kind of art which can create a sense of liveliness to my day. I walked from the fashion District to Pershing Square; as well to the Art District. Even though I was feeling lost while walking around several blocks over and over again, I was not really sure what I was going to run into, but I found it really strange that I decided to find this random sculpture by the Museum of Contemporary Art. I did run into other art pieces but for some reason I let the anonymous signal lights guide my way. They had led me to this random abstract modern art sculpture known as Chas’ Stainless Steel, Mark Thompson’s Airplane Parts, About 1000 Pounds of Stainless Steel Wire made by Nancy Rubins. For some strange reason I was fascinated by the appearance of the sculpture because it looked abstract. I found it ironic how something like a modern sculpture could represent an abstract scene, but that was the thrill of approaching it.
I approached this strange sculpture of airplane parts respectably by shutting off my music and trying to learn its story. Well I could not find any label of what it represents at first, but I then instantly realized I had to create my own original story. I was surprised because I rarely see sculptures that make me create a meaning for them. Realizing why it was so effectively abstract I let my feelings and imagination create meaning. Even though I do have a difficult time translating art into my perspective, I still tried my best to get an understanding of its representation.
How I Approach Art
I have this weird phobia when approaching art. The reason is because I really do not like reflecting on myself and that is one principle art can do, especially if the aura of the art piece can easily create a connection between itself and the beholder. Even though I dislike reflection through art work, I enjoy how it exposes everything you forget or are afraid to remind yourself about. I slowly observed the sculpture from different angles and distances. I did not feel the urge to run away at first because it did not pose a threat to me from a distance, but as I slowly get closer I feel this chill wave of air strangling my lungs. As I step closer I became really anxious and a rush of negativity hit me all at once.
My Surrounding
I found myself in an awkward surrounding since I was all alone. I glanced at the artwork while the sun slowly grows tired of shining and I realized it seemed as if it was alone as well. Everything around it seemed marvelous accept the sculpture itself. I almost felt bad that this sculpture seemed to be out of place. Even though I started feeling guilt for the sculpture, it made me realize how we were not so different. The memories I conjured up while standing all alone with it in view were the moments when I would wander around in the streets alone when I was at my lowest point. As I stood there, I had lost the feeling of satisfaction towards everything at one point; almost as if I was lifeless. Eventually I had this repulsive feeling that made my insides become twisted by my emotions. I looked at where it was place. I realized that even though it is made out of junk of airplane scraps, it was able to create a spectacular representation that not everything needs to be created with beauty. I realized if I was able to create this meaning after being there for about twenty minutes, I wondered what else I could discover.
Aura
When I tried to understand the aura of this massive sculpture, I was unaware of how to approach it. First of all I was astonished that this sculpture would be place here, it is almost as if it was just place here because there was no place to put it. I slowly realized a possibility why this spot was selected for this art work. The non symmetrical art worked was meant as a reminder about how anything can be valuable and how it did not necessarily need to be glamorous. Eventually all the negativity I was feeling earlier disappeared once I realized its hidden beauty. I decided to take a closer look and walk right under it. Everything changed once I decided to be under the suspend scrap parts. I randomly smiled at how this awkward sculpture defied gravity. I was able to explore the inside details of the sculpture and I saw the authenticity. Even though it is made out of random scraps of scattered airplane parts, the creativity can be genuinely acknowledged once you enter a perspective of hypnosis that feels wonderful to reminisce in.
How I Approach Art
I have this weird phobia when approaching art. The reason is because I really do not like reflecting on myself and that is one principle art can do, especially if the aura of the art piece can easily create a connection between itself and the beholder. Even though I dislike reflection through art work, I enjoy how it exposes everything you forget or are afraid to remind yourself about. I slowly observed the sculpture from different angles and distances. I did not feel the urge to run away at first because it did not pose a threat to me from a distance, but as I slowly get closer I feel this chill wave of air strangling my lungs. As I step closer I became really anxious and a rush of negativity hit me all at once.
My Surrounding
I found myself in an awkward surrounding since I was all alone. I glanced at the artwork while the sun slowly grows tired of shining and I realized it seemed as if it was alone as well. Everything around it seemed marvelous accept the sculpture itself. I almost felt bad that this sculpture seemed to be out of place. Even though I started feeling guilt for the sculpture, it made me realize how we were not so different. The memories I conjured up while standing all alone with it in view were the moments when I would wander around in the streets alone when I was at my lowest point. As I stood there, I had lost the feeling of satisfaction towards everything at one point; almost as if I was lifeless. Eventually I had this repulsive feeling that made my insides become twisted by my emotions. I looked at where it was place. I realized that even though it is made out of junk of airplane scraps, it was able to create a spectacular representation that not everything needs to be created with beauty. I realized if I was able to create this meaning after being there for about twenty minutes, I wondered what else I could discover.
Aura
When I tried to understand the aura of this massive sculpture, I was unaware of how to approach it. First of all I was astonished that this sculpture would be place here, it is almost as if it was just place here because there was no place to put it. I slowly realized a possibility why this spot was selected for this art work. The non symmetrical art worked was meant as a reminder about how anything can be valuable and how it did not necessarily need to be glamorous. Eventually all the negativity I was feeling earlier disappeared once I realized its hidden beauty. I decided to take a closer look and walk right under it. Everything changed once I decided to be under the suspend scrap parts. I randomly smiled at how this awkward sculpture defied gravity. I was able to explore the inside details of the sculpture and I saw the authenticity. Even though it is made out of random scraps of scattered airplane parts, the creativity can be genuinely acknowledged once you enter a perspective of hypnosis that feels wonderful to reminisce in.
Pedro Jimenez is currently attending California State University Northridge majoring in Deaf Studies. He enjoys being awkwardly friendly.